It has been a long time since I first mentioned that I wanted to hold space in my home–and I finally did it! The event I hosted was a very casual Easter celebration. I invited a few special friends over for what would be for me, a core memory of my journey here. I am someone who usually stays to themselves and observes my surroundings, but I also love deep conversation. Through that, I have made some beautiful connections. Still, I found myself being nervous about hosting as the day came close. To my surprise and with deepest gratitude, the flow was peaceful and organic once everyone arrived.
A Shared Journey.
Opening the door to the beautiful smiling faces of my people regulated my nervous system and brought me so much joy! We talked about the art and herbs stewarded in my home and shared our appreciation of being together. We discussed our purpose and journey toward pursuing a career in naturopathic medicine. I felt closer to each of them, hearing about their motivations and devotions. It was sweet to talk about our histories, upbringings, and ways we are opening ourselves to more love throughout our experience–especially during this time where it feels like there is a political attack on the field of medicine. I saw in each of them a divine reminder of why we have set out on this pursuit, and I am so grateful to have crossed paths with each of them.
As the evening wound down and the sound of rain contained us, we created flower arrangements as part of our Easter celebration. This ended up being a favorite aspect of the evening. There was something calming about taking the time to slow down and work by hand, carefully selecting each individual bloom, and carefully constructing something gentle and sweet out of a variety of flowers. It felt so tranquil; like the type of enjoyment that occurs when you are completely immersed and creating without fear or anxiety.
The one aspect of the evening that surprised me most was receiving a gift basket prepared by my guests. Each guest contributed to the basket, adding items that represented themselves. It felt very intimate and personalized. To receive such a gift basket wasn’t simply receiving a group of items, it was receiving a representation of the friendships I have developed. I felt recognized in a way that would be difficult to articulate during a period in life when so much is happening at a rapid pace.
Precious Memories.
There was a sweet opportunity after dinner when we spent some time viewing the photo album of Trinity’s wedding, reliving those moments together. While there was a certain level of happiness associated with looking at these photos, there was also a sense of gratitude for being able to witness devotion and commitment in all its forms. Viewing these photographs helped to recreate the feeling of experiencing something holy, sacred, loving, and intentional and sharing that experience again with friends. It amplified the significance of the memories.
Spring Trimester 2026: Home Stretch!
As finals approach and we have only two weeks remaining until exams conclude, I feel myself transitioning back into academic mode. There is still much work to complete prior to finalizing our studies; however, I am approaching this period with greater clarity and stability. In addition, I am extremely enthusiastic regarding beginning clinical observation periods for both of my programs (naturopathic medicine and acupuncture). Having the ability to enter this new environment and observe how the knowledge we have acquired through education translates into real-world treatment opportunities, is an exciting progression.
Currently, this experience feels as though it represents a transitional bridge. A bridge connecting study and practice with embodied wisdom and application. I am thankful to continue navigating this process alongside individuals who serve as reminders of why I initiated this journey.
